March 19, 2009

little words

wise words and hopeful hearts .

make it through the long hard nights
.

kiss my hand and tickle my nose .

your more important than anyone knows .


March 18, 2009

whack job

Girl, interrupted.

Follows the development and story of Susanna,.
Depressed and directionless after finishing high school in the late 60s.
Who becomes a patient of Claymoore mental institution after a suicide attempt.
Susanna is sane and locked into a private mental hospital full of noisy, crazy people for 18months.
Georgina is a pathological liar.
Polly has been badly scarred by fire.
Daisy won't eat in the presence of other people.
Lisa is a sociopath.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy.
Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is... Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It's you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. If you ever wished you could be a child forever.
<3

February 24, 2009

earth to.. nowhere

Fanciful

Fatiguing

Fabulous

February


I haven't written a blog in so long.

I have had the most incredible month.

Felt so much alive

So much unlike myself

And so much a new.

but slowly it'll come back right?

sharing and helping and advising and supporting...

trying and performing...

and believing and reflecting...

keeping honest and true.

and standing tall...

really takes its toll.


where did i go?
i miss me.

and i want me back.
x

February 2, 2009

secret lover


are you out there, my dear?
hiding below my windowpane?

stand before me because i cannot see your eyes

the shy moon illuminates your precious face as you appear from darkness
millimeters away and tortured i am to be caged and unable to reach you
hands pressed up against the glass desperately wanting to have yours holding mine
staring speechless into your eyes
i release with trembling lips i love you

how does one explain the emotions felt when you fall in love with your best friend?

January 31, 2009

oh my..

Discovered in 1959 at the New York toy fair.
Mattel's iconic creation. Barbie.
Sculptured with her big boobs, incredibly tiny waist and shiny blonde hair.

TURNS 50!

January 21, 2009

all nighttear

tears at 2am...
sometimes make you fall more in love with a person...

an
unimaginably
peculiar
utterly
phenomenal
incredibly
insane
love.