moss balls

I am totally in love with these!
Absolutely love the texture of moss.
Its so natural. 

Ahh.?

Honestly sometimes I don't know what it is that I am doing
I swear I'm repeating myself over 
And over 
Again
Situations change but the outcomes - never 

Stuck in a

Rut...
I want to do things and I can't. 
People stop me. 
I'm forced to put things off, to wait and wait..
Forever.
I want to do things and I'm too scared to pursue them. 
My body shuts down in fear. 
I'm too worried about the answers. 

Why here? Why now?

Sometimes I get into these moods. 

Or certain things happen. 

And I find myself asking- what was I put here for? On earth. In this world. 

Now. In this life . My life. 

Is it to help people : I'd like to think I do every day in some way or another. 

Not huge acts but the little things . 

Is it to teach: To give direction.

I try to use and share my knowledge with others. 

Is it to learn: I still am. Everyday. 

Academic personal . Emotionally and spiritually. 

Is it to learn patience: I make steps everyday.

I try and continue to try to be centred and calm.

Or Is it to grow to be better: am I getting there..?

Is it to be exactly who I am!?

What is the answer ? 

Will I ever know.?

Will you ever know the answer? 

The meaning of your life? For lack of a better phrase..

Thankful- ness

Just climbed into bed. 
Wheat pack at my feet. 
Big bang on tv. 
I am happy tonight. 
Just got home from my darling Laura's birthday dinner. 
I found myself thinking as we gathered around the table. 
Friendship. Love. Sharing. Celebration. 
Life as a little human is grand. 
We should all be very grateful with what we have achieved in our lives, 
The relationships we develop and events we partake in. 
Don't forget to stop and take time to smell the roses - as 'they' say! 

On top of my head

There are some of my gorgeous hair circlets. I am obsessed with making them. If I could I would wear one everyday, everywhere. 

 

where have I been?

It has been over a year since my last post. I get angry at myself for ever stopping. I guess I got lost in my life. Reading over my posts I realise how much has changed. How much I have - changed. I miss reading Le Love. I miss taking all the photos that I use to take. I miss having time to reflect. I might return. I might try to post.. I might...

finishing feb.

my mind is muddled :(
i have a constant frown at the moment
and am in need of some cheering...
please

pretty pretty please

i need...

a new book to read.
i finished my last book.
any suggestions?

polly went to the doctor- she was sick sick sick

i have been ill .
and i am not a fan .
not one bit .
here are some flowers i made a while back,
one thing is for sure i've improved alot.

=) happy to be a florist
and be surrounded by beautiful things every day.

this is my shelf

i love it. its got post cards from Europe and pictures people have drawn for me. its my little collection of memories - and things that make me smile.

raawr - for return

it has almost been an entire year since i posted last. my goodness. i kind of vanished off the face of blogspot earth. i was thinking about why i haven't posted in so long. and the answer: because 20TEN has been so extremely full and busy.

since new years eve.
- i have started university and left university.
- sat around feeling sorry for myself.
- turned 18.
- begun a tafe course finished a tafe course.
- celebrated 2years with my boy N.
- hunted for a job and found a job.
- traveled to KL & Langkawi.

And all that stuff that comes in between.

im back. cheers,x

well hello,

i havent posted in ages.
ive been busy moving into the scary new part of life.
getting ready to start uni - and take a new direction.

have currently been filling up my free time with:
Dexter seasons 1 to 3
and misfortune; a novel by W. Stace

that is what my twenty 10 is made up of at the moment.

i am ...

the faithful heart

it true.

don't let the imaginary person in your head
stop you from loving the person right in front of you


put the expectations of your 'dream' person away
and focus on those dream-like qualities the person you are with possesses
or else
you will never be happy

?

i hope i dont hurt you.
in the making of something fabulous.

.not.ugly.

<>

you are that rainbow. look harder within yourself.

its in there, somewhere.

I see it ;)


xo

If you're ugly, I'm ugly too
In your eyes the sky's a different blue

If you could see yourself like others do

You'd wish you were as beautiful as you

And I wish I was a camera sometimes

So, I could take your picture with my mind

Put it in a frame for you to see

How beautiful you really are to me

Ugly, Ugly

All of us just feel like that somedays

Ain't no rainbow in the sky

When you feel U.G.L.Y.

i wish i could

wrap you up in bubble wrap
and squeeze you with cuddles

well. my love

You are the intricate man behind the mask.
No body else sees your heart and your essence but me
I'm one person who can see through your veneer.
Because i care enough to search behind it for your heart.
You're that little bit of unconventional sexy silly and sweet that everyone needs in their life. I'm glad i found that in you...
I love you.

breakfast

this made me smile

what a clever little man..

Enjoy!