earth to.. nowhere

Fanciful

Fatiguing

Fabulous

February


I haven't written a blog in so long.

I have had the most incredible month.

Felt so much alive

So much unlike myself

And so much a new.

but slowly it'll come back right?

sharing and helping and advising and supporting...

trying and performing...

and believing and reflecting...

keeping honest and true.

and standing tall...

really takes its toll.


where did i go?
i miss me.
and i want me back.
x

secret lover

are you out there, my dear?
hiding below my windowpane?

stand before me because i cannot see your eyes

the shy moon illuminates your precious face as you appear from darkness
millimeters away and tortured i am to be caged and unable to reach you
hands pressed up against the glass desperately wanting to have yours holding mine
staring speechless into your eyes
i release with trembling lips i love you

how does one explain the emotions felt when you fall in love with your best friend?